finally an improved internet connection.
hopefully it wont fail me.


over the sea and far away.
she's waiting like an iceberg.
waiting to change.
but she's cold inside.
she wants to be just like water.


now i'm the one confused.
by the silliest things in the world.
just like when a little girl.
finds out barney the dinosaur was never real.
that he was only a figure of imagination.
just a man in a suit saying "we're a happy family".
she'd be confused, yet devastated.
to know that all she believed in has crumbled to nothing.
silly, but crushing.


maybe you're just like the rest.
maybe i should've known you're just like the rest.
susceptible, fluctuating, influenced.


i never really thought of looking at things through the eyes of a person whose emotion overules logic.
it is different, intriguing.
a perspective i'd like to delve into.


but its too hard to say
i wish it were simple
but we give up easily
you're close enough to see that
you're on the other side of the world to me.

perfection at 5:59 AM